Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Struggle With the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense sensation erupted behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts up to three hours.
About one in 1,000 people suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe agony focused on a single eye that peaks within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was a toddler. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to many causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across history. “The earliest account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write authors in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists published the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has experienced cluster headaches for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the attacks of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. Many patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The official guidance need updating to reflect a